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Two characters, like two hands of a clock, slide along your face:
The longest one, an abstract noun, the shortest, a clown,
or a one-trick magician (whichever is the kinder description).
Both pull up their sleeves to reveal you are its experimental object.
You are the target
And you are the prey You are its victim withdrawn
To the sniper in the brain To the shadows
Vain snip of a thing You are the sniped at
Cutting away at the day Slipping away
Till you’re clippered and shorn Flat line
Unsure of yourself Fast-fading anthem
You don’t know you’re born she says.
We are the random blip of a three-minute-thirty-two track
like a half-second skip of the universe’s melody.
{everybody sing along!} Kisses the girls and makes us all
Time is the melody Twisting balloons and then letting us fly.
Our mortality the score
Strum it with your knuckles Cruel clown the stuff of horror films
And it plays the wanker chord Won’t you scream and run for the
Church congregation screams, she sings
Camp clown, with fists of love and hate Happy Birthday at your memorial
Carries cheerleader pompoms, 2-4-6-
Clock-bender, so we’re always early and Camp clown, pulling down my smile to a
Simultaneously wound, bound to her fate. Talcum powdering your black hairs to
Gay giddy gregarious beast
Cold clown with a party hat crown Chasing us till the day that we rest in
Constantly in motion, won’t sit
This is partially an elegy to those we’ve lost to the abstract noun:
[Blank] who never came home from the club
___ who left the chill out in an ambulance van
___ last seen on the way to meet some man from the app
___ another mishap
___ an ill-fated punch
___ unknown
___ fill in your own ___
Young Mother Time Borne on the shoulders of history
Nursing you and me, boy Which was once the future
On the soured milk of our youth Which was the twice-bitten fruit
In the corner of the room Offered by some serpent in a garden
We should have been grown by now Which grew figs and pomegranates etc.
And we became lost in all these vines
We became lost in one more time
one more time
I’ve known tricksters
Tricksters who wait at crossroads
Tricksters in costumes split to appear two ways
to those who approach from either end
Tricksters that befriend you, lead you to the sea
and then leave you adrift
Eight-legged tricksters that lift their bodies up
through plugholes, crawl along your ceilings
An assortment of tricksters, manipulating your feelings
or otherwise effecting miscellaneous mischiefs in the wee hours
I’ve known tricksters
but none quite as slippery as you
Appearing in my bathroom mirror
where it’s 9:25 (I could have sworn it was still 1993)
Trickster clown, making a mockery of our illusions
sliding along the skirting boards of our living rooms
You gurn in the club bathrooms, hold our hats
while we brace against the bowl of our lives
Trickster pulling up your sleeves to reveal
our names tattooed along your veins
Trickster clown
Magician and mortician
We should have all known by now
We cannot survive you.
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