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Java

Author: 
Ruth Padel

Suppose that yesterday

the face you most want to see beside you

 

turned up all over the papers.

Just, say, a bit of it, smile and eyes

 

throwing out frontpage, over the mast-head logo,

that lisp of a look that curls your heart

 

to bits. You’d be jolted, wouldn’t you?

All day he’s lying doggo

 

on doorsteps, careening through the Tube.

Why are copies of the bloody thing still hanging about

 

imbued with the swamp fluorescence

of late-night Safeways, next to Esquire?

 

The headline could have been ‘‘world war”

or “major rift with Mars”

 

for all you saw. But today

they’re throwing him away. Deadwood. Lumber

 

for recycling. He can come to you now.

File him sixty-nine times over if you like -

 

or three, best number for sudden gift: see under

Stravinsky’s humming birds

 

who lit on him in exile. “They settle

on my hand. Axtlel. Celesto. Java.”

From Magma No. 10, Summer 1997

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