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On Not Writing a Protest Poem

Author: 
Heather Spears

I think I have lain down among their voices

it is as if the continent, or its map, were drawn or sewn

quilt soft it’s the way landscape gets

after a first snow and its detail

moves, or whispers, and has become a vast yard

of the living and all of them speaking

badly in unison, different words for the same despair.

 

What has to be said is so small, small as a stone

and not difficult, not demanding

not like an orchestra or any electric host

heavenly or otherwise

its taste is peculiar and intimate the way a leaf

tastes of lemons or the watery sea

of bits of salt, you can’t eradicate it.

 

So if I lie down

among the others and cease to strive

I can allow them - what they are saying

lifts like a smoke, disperses, this history

on the brinks of history, this innumerable solitary

personal worrying crime of becoming

good, when it is too easy to be good, these days

when God exacts the opposite, and the meek world protests,

like a patient being turned in bed.

 

From Atlas No 2 (2007)